02-21-2019, 12:26 PM
Between getting 2 new dogs in August bringing the dog count up to 5, thankfully my roommate and her dog moved out in October (she still owes us money), then I found out my stepmom (42) and dad (56) are expecting a baby in July, then at Christmas we kept a friends dog, Ruby (doberman) for 2 weeks, in the middle of that my mind just stopped working properly and I started having anxiety attacks every other day sometimes twice a day. Also in September I had to go back full time to a previous job because my dog business slowed to a crawl and with the 2 extra dogs and my roommate not contributing it made money tight. So the Anxiety was just building to a point. At the end of November I went off birth control to twitch to another. I'll spare the specific details but it threw my body and brain chemistry out of wack. I'm now medicated and I feel better than I have in years! Nearly lost my job because of an anxiety attack caused me to run from work one day. But it really worked out for me. I was able to move departments and change my schedule so I would works part time and have more time to get back to working with dogs. So it's been a crazy 6 months but it's slowly getting better and better. I even have a few dog kennels and doggie daycare places that I'm going to apply.
If it wasn't for my husband and my pets I don't know what I would do. I'm just taking one day at a time. The crazy isn't over yet but that's a whole other thread post. I'll post the whole story in detail when it gets settled which I should find out in the next week, I hope! Otherwise we might be in for a fight.
If it wasn't for my husband and my pets I don't know what I would do. I'm just taking one day at a time. The crazy isn't over yet but that's a whole other thread post. I'll post the whole story in detail when it gets settled which I should find out in the next week, I hope! Otherwise we might be in for a fight.
