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[Ruth]

I talked with him last night. He said the hospice people want to see him die. I told him that they don't want to see him die but they want him to be comfortable. He told me the story of how his brother died and I felt real sad about it. His brother was my x. I stopped seeing him because he kept getting into trouble and I didn't think he really cared about me anymore. His brother died of lung cancer. I never knew the story of how he died but hearing it made me feel guilty, too, that I had left him. Oh well I shall get over this, too.